her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Wednesday, August 29, 2007!
HandWritten on; 3:56 AM
I was supposed to update this yesterday, but somewhere between talking with Joy on the phone and doing my Religion homework, the blogspot window disappeared and my apparent laziness to compose an entry hindered me from opening a new tab on Mozilla. Anywaaaay, Joy and I were talking about college and what course we would take. She was telling me earlier that day how Advertising seemed like a good option for her. I thought about that once, too, but I quickly decided I have no talent whatsoever in that field (unlike Joy who is a complete computer freak and who could do wonders with just a few clicks on her mouse). Anyway, I realized that if I do pursue a Law career (not that it's highly likely though. but you know, i consider it a possible choice for me), Alyssa and I would be graduating at the same time. Add another year for Bar Exams or whatever and Chot will be already be a college graduate by the time I become a licensed lawyer. Joy was asking, "Mag-llaw ka ba talaga?"
And as usual, I couldn't answer it with a yes or a no.
"Hmm, siguro. Ewan ko."
"Di kita masyadong makita na lawyer," Joy quipped.
"E ano?"
"Basta something sa pagsusulat talaga."
Journalism? Don't think so. Considering that I have been writing for the mag for years now, I really just don't picture myself being involved with this sort of thing in the long run. Why? I guess it boils down to another question: Is this not my passion? The thing is, it's hard to tell whether or not something you've grown accustomed to doing is really what you want to do or not. And I asked myself that question. The answer? Writing has become more of a responsibility to me than it is my passion. I guess because of all the pressure to write, write, and write, I've seen this craft as something I need to do, rather than what I love to do. I've been engaged in this for so long now, that before I even realize my love for it, I've already tried out for the mag; ergo, my paper duties. I want to love this, I want to savor every waking second that I construct a decent sentence for the magazine, because I do believe that in order to achieve the best results, you have to love what you're trying to do. I want to be passionate about something I have at least a little talent for, and I need to love writing more for me to excel in it better. Do I make sense? I don't know. Maybe not. This is all too complicated. And so emo. Eh ayoko na nga maging emo eh. Lahat nalang ng nasulat kong blog entries ay puro tuwing deep yung iniisip ko. Enough.
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I changed my url to "mainitnacoke." Haha. It was during computer class a while ago, and Lia and I were doodling in my notebook for "good combinations" of different drinks. Patawa kasi si Lisette eh. Like, she drew a carton of MILO plus a bottle of Coke and said the mixture tasted really good. Gross, I know. But I'll try it anyway. So I was deeply thinking about something good to mix with Coke when I just randomly thought about mainit na Coke. Not the room temperature Coke we all hate. Hindi yung tipong nakakainis-dahil-walang-ice na Coke. As in, MAINIT na Coke. Minicrowave na Coke. Boiled Coke? Ewan. Gusto ko lang itry. Weird, I know. Pero cool din kaya.
"Uy ano blog mo?"
"mainitnacoke.blogspot.com"
HAHA.
That's all folks :)
Thursday, August 16, 2007!
HandWritten on; 6:03 AM
Seriously? Is this MY BLOG na? Hahahaha. Ang Weird. Good kind of weird though. Thanks very much to my beautiful friends who made this for me, unknowingly pressuring me to the additional responsibility of updating a new blog. HAHAHA just kidding. I love it, gays. Thank you so much. HUG :)
I might as well write something anyway. So classes were suspended today--again--but not a single drop of rain fell from the heavens until just right now. And it's 9 pm already! Tsk. It's not that I'm complaining or anything, but, hello! They really have terrible timing for suspending classes. Pag sobrang lakas ng ulan, iintayin pang makapasok na lahat ng tao sa school/office bago i-suspend, tapos pag hindi naman umuulan, sususpendihin na agad. Anywaaaaaaaaaay. I'm still hoping classes are gonna be suspended tomorrow. Hindi man umulan bukas at i-suspend nila, it's totally gonna be fine with me. Cause class suspension tomorrow would mean postponing the PE practical test! Yipeee. Hahaha. My routine just sucks. Hmm. What else? Sige, magkkwento na nga ako sa mga pangyayari nung birthday ko. Ready? Game.
Woke up at around 4:50 for our family's traditional gift-opening which is done when the celebrant wakes up in the morning of his/her birthday. My family basically wakes the celebrant up through a loud singing of the birthday song. Cameras would be flashed into the still-groggy celebrant's face. Hahaha. But it's all good. No cameras yesterday. So I opened their gifts, and they even got me this heavy-duty hair iron :O Haha. But it's the thought that counts. Anyway. I went to school, and a couple of people greeted me on my way to the classroom. But when I got in, almost all of my classmates were seated (busy with school work, i guess) and they all greeted me a happy birthday. Hehe. Blah subjects. Recess time. Chex told me about how her surprise cake got confiscated and about her spoiled plans for the day. Again, it's the thought that counts! :) Thank you Chex and Mariza! Trippers gave me their gift which was this really cute shirt from Human. We'd been eyeing it before, when we went to Trinoma and they bought it for me! Thanks again. Grabe. PE came after recess and just as we were practicing for our practical test, we learned that classes were suspended! Soooooooooo thank you naman Eggay. Cause the night before my birthday (BISPERAS NG KAARAWAN), I was confused as to what I was gonna pray for. Do I want classes to be suspended so I could have a whole day off? Or do I want classes to push through so I could hear my friends' greetings? I wanted both. AND I GOT THEM! Thanks to Eggay and to God, who sent Eggay, of course. When we got back to the classroom, Ers gave me her gift which was this bundle of pictures from second year. Call me cheesy, but I literally got teary-eyed! E kasi naman, miss na miss ko na kaya silang lahat. So ayun. I sat on my chair, doing whatever stuff. Free period e. Haha. Tapos biglang kinalabit ako ni Ers with this huge gift wrapped package in her hands. SHOCKING MEHN. It turned out to be a collage (from Ers and Karizza) of all the good pictures we've had. Haaaaay, edi lalo pang nakakaiyak diba? Plus may malaking malaking lollipop pa from Jodie and Ers! Hay wow talaga mang-surprise 'tong si Ariel. Napaka sweet. So yun. Kukunin ko na dapat yung cake na na-confiscate sa office ni Mrs. Sacdalan kasi sabi niya pwede na raw kunin. Yun pala BAWAL pa. Hay. Anyway, I don't want to talk about that. We finally got to gate 7, tapos si Joy naiwan ng bus. AGAIN, SORRY JOY. Nagcommute tuloy siya mag-isa. Hay. Ate Nancy finally arrived and we picked Alyssa up from her classroom. Went home to eat and rest for a while then I went to Chex's house to claim my gift. Haha. I finally got my cake! After 10 centuries. Hehe. Isa pang surprise! Parents went home early. Na-suspend din kasi ang government offices kaya Mama got to go home early rin. I was watching an old DVD of Harry Potter 3 with my siblings then, so we finished the movie first before we prepared to go out for dinner. They were asking me where I wanted to eat, and since I couldn't think of any place else, I decided we'd go to Shang para maka-ikot din dahil ka'y tagal ko nang hindi nagmmall. Plus, may Zara. At birthday ko naman diba?! Hahahaha. Pero wala rin naman akong nabili sa Zara. Nasayangan din kasi ako e. Mahal kaya, e may mas magandang top pa sa Gingersnaps. ANYWAY. Yun na nga. Ate dinner at CPK. I kept joking "I'd shop till they drop." BUT they didn't drop. I'm a good girl. Hehe. We went home, tired from all the walking and I slept with this quiet and peaceful sense of happiness in my heart. It turned out to be a good birthday.
For the nth time, THANK YOU EVERYONE :)
By the way, I won't edit this entry na. Katamad. And para spontaneous yung first entry ko :) Goodnight! Baka may pasok na bukas e :)
Oh and lastly, HAPPY 6TH MONTH BABAS! Happy birthday din, Teffy :)
Infinite x's and o's (hahaha),
Trixie
Tuesday, August 14, 2007!
HandWritten on; 9:48 PM
Walang letter si Nicole. Haha. :)) Actually meron. May sticker ka pa nga eh. :) Iimbento na lang ako. :D
Trix,
Happy birthday.
-Nicole
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HandWritten on; 9:47 PM
the "meeting-caller" walang ginawa kung di magcall ng meeting ng theresian mag. hmm, bakit ba ko nagrereklamo? e, di naman ako kasali diyan?
hahaha.TRIX, HAPPY BIRTHDAY
-tin
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HandWritten on; 9:34 PM
"Happy Birthday to you... Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday, happy birthday.. happy birthday to you!" :D O.. kanta ko ng happy birthday para sayo... :) Ui. LSS yan. hehe. Wuu!! Hapee hapee hapee birthday! Happy birthday Pat! Yikee naman.. This is the day that the Lord has made.. Anu? Ang labo ko. Haha. Eto na ang pinakahihintay mong araw. Hehe. Yes naman. 15 na cia.. tanda mo na! haha.. jowk. Alam mu pat, mis na mis na kita! :) Basta iingatan mo sarili mo ah.. :) Tas sana maging superrr saya pa nung mga susunod mong birthday. :) sana rin lahat ng dreams and wishes mo sa ilfe.. ay matupad. :) Basta lagi mo ding tatandaan na no matter what happens, I'll always be here for you. Okay? :) Andito lang ako para sayo.. ready to listen. :) Sa mga kwento mo, sa mga sasabihin mo,.. or kung pag may problema ka.. O di kaya naman ay sa labs life mo! Yee! hehe. :) More blessings to come!:) Tska sana rin magtuloy-tuloy pa yung success mo.. Sana rin magstay yung kasexyhan mo.. or mas maging sexy ka pa.. hehe. :)) Basta lagi mong tatandaan na kahit tumanda man tayo ng tumanda nandito lang kami para sayo at superrr.. labs ka namin Pat!:) Huwag mo kakalimutan yan. Take care always! God bless! Mwah! Labs you Pat! Happy happy happy birthday ulit. Mwah!
Love lots,
Fe. :)
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HandWritten on; 5:19 AM
Pat:)
Hey. Happy Birthday! Ayan na ang pinaka-inaasam asam mo na greeting. Haha! Pasensya ka na samin kung medyo NR kami sa iyong nalalapit na kaarawan. Tinawag ka pa nila Tin na feeler. Haha. Anyway, dapat kasi isusulat ko to. I mean, sa papel. Naka handa na lahat.. e, um-extra si Joy. Kaya eto. Tina-type ko. Haha. Pahirapan? Joke. Birthday mo naman e. :))
Thank you sa lahat. Kahit na hindi tayo ganun masyadong nag-uusap, laging mong tandaan, ***********, na nandito lang sa tabi mo si Carmela Balitaan. :D Hihi. Oo no, lagi lang ako nandito. Isang text, tawag, o kahit tapik pa asahan mo, lilingon ako para lang sa’yo. :) Ayoko mag-english dito. Nakakahiya. Baka wrong grammar pa. Haha. Sana maging masaya at makabuluhan ang iyong kaarawan! (Ok, sobrang tagalong na. Haha.) Gusto ka naming pasiyahin dahil mahal ka namin. O yeah. :) We loooove yooou Paaaat! Dito lang ang trippers. Laging nangttrip. Weh corny. Haha. O sabihin na natin na, dito lang ang trippers. Si Tin ang handang mang-trip. Haha! *Joke Tin. :)
Sorry naman kung maikli. Kulang ang salita para sabihin sayo kung gaano ako ka-thankful dahil naging kaibigan kita. At kabarkada pa. :) Gusto ko pang maging close tayo. :] Love you Pat! Happy Birthday ulit.ü
-Mels:)
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HandWritten on; 4:40 AM
Hi Trixie!
Happy birthday naman sayo. Fifteen ka na. One year older ka na. Eh bat ganun? Parang hindi nadadagdagan ng one year ang physical looks mo? M’kay. Bola yun. Syempre birthday mo!:) Syempre wala akong gift sayo na material na bagay. Hindi kita mabilhan ng Artwork shirt. Ni wala akong pambili ng Maldita dress mo. Hindi din kita mabibilhan ng shoes. Wala din akong pang libre ng Skittles sayo. Pano ba yan? Wala naman akong maggift sayo. Isa lang gift ko sayo. L-O-V-E!
Eew! Haha. Excuse me lang **************** hindi kita love ah. Asa ka! Haha. Kidding. :) Eh sa dun lang ako mayaman eh? Sa pagmamahal. Hahaha. Kajologsan na to.
Well, ngayong birthday mo. Gusto ko lang naman maging masaya ka. Seryoso ako wag kang tumawa. Haha. :)) Kasi gusto ko lang naman pasalamatan ka sa lahat ng tulong ng ginawa mo sakin. As in narerealize mo ba yun? Sa dinami dami ba naman ng atraso at mga utang ko sayo. [utang hindi lang financially ah] Sa lahat ng natulong mo sakin. Sa lahat ng lahat na. Nasabi ko na ba sayo na ikaw, Patricia Conlu, ang ate ko? Hahaha. Patawa pa eh no? I'm serious you know. Nose bleed na me here! Isipin mo na lang kung bat ko naisipan na ate kita. Haha. :))
Gusto ko kasi special ang birthday mo dahil minsan lang to! Kaya naisip ko bigyan ka ng bagay na wala ka pa. So naisip ko kung ano ba ang wala ka pa sa buhay mo except boyfriend. Eh lahat naman eh nasayo na. Katalinuhan, Kagandahan, Kasexyhan, Kayamanan, at Ka-kaness. :)) Wala na akong maisip. Ngayon, August 14. Mga around 6pm. Naisip ko na ang bagay na wala ka. BLOG! Haha. Duh. EIC ka wala kang blog? Anong klase ka. Joke. Nabanggit mo kasi sakin noon na gusto mo ng blog na kaya mong i-update araw-araw PLUS magandang lay-out. Sorry naman at blog lang ang kaya kong ibigay sayo. Wag na yung magandang lay-out. Haha. :)) Okay? Hindi, jooke. Kasi hindi ko talaga magawa CSS codes kaya next time na lang. Okay lang ba? Yee. Thanks. Haha. :)) I lab yu!:)
I love you, Ate Buko. :) Happy Birthday!
Love, Sister Buko. :)
PS: Eto na ang gift ko sayo. Ganda moooo! :)
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HandWritten on; 3:52 AM
testing. :)
