her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Monday, April 27, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:38 AM
What would it take for you to just.. notice?
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I know, this isn't Twitter and I shouldn't be passing off these one-liners as blog entries. Haha. Sorry, sabaw times. Can't wait for Wednesday. Dundundundun. Space Shuttle, you will be the death of me.
Knock on wood.
Thursday, April 23, 2009!
HandWritten on; 11:51 PM
Grey's Anatomy is the greatest show on earth.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:31 AM
I'm blogging from Chot's bedroom. It's our first night as roomies, just the three of us (me, Alyssa and Chot) sleeping in one room. We usually sleep in our parents' room so that only one air conditioner would be used everyday, thus, saving up on electricity expenses. But lately, Papa's been bothered by our habit of sleeping so late (12mn is VERY late according to his and mama's standards. they both sleep at around 9:30 everyday, 10:30 max). So the three of us moved here in Chot's room, the only other room in the house that has air conditioning. Mine and Alyssa's don't :| But we're badgering Papa, and I really hope he'd come around. It's really not fair to us, is it? :P Anyway, here are pictures from 10 minutes ago, straight from the laptop's webcam :)
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Goodnight :)
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HandWritten on; 3:54 AM
It's weird that I hadn't gone as emotional as I expected I would be when the last days of high school went by. Until now, I haven't cried over the whole "ending of a chapter" (an important one, at that) in my life. My EQ is weaker than an average person's, and I usually don't take change very well. Usually I make a big deal out of these things. I know myself well enough to say that I am in fact a drama queen, which is why I was surprised I didn't bawl after Graduation. Perhaps I'm maturing, emotionally? That's one theory. But I have another, more likely one--I'm still in denial. I don't know. It's been a month since high school was declared officially over, and I haven't even felt sad yet. And since I don't think I'm emotionally retarded, I'm bound to feel it sometime before I go to college.
Do you think I'm being weird, waiting to be sad and depressed like this? Haha. I think I am. Anyway. The reason I haven't been blogging much is that nothing interesting has been happening with me lately. Seriously. I'm a house bum. I wake at noon and my first meal of each day is lunch. I watch TV, surf the net, read books, clean my room and even my bathroom (for instances when I'm excruciatingly bored), play Guitar Hero, and other stuff of no particular importance. I don't take pictures that often anymore; not because my interest in photography has been waning but because there's nothing interesting in this house that I could take pictures of. Alyssa is still a very reluctant model, and I have failed and failed trying to get her to pose for stuff that would make a good picture (in my head, at least. it's very frustrating, not achieving the pretty images that i spend lots of time imagining just because my sister is so stubborn when it comes to these things). I haven't gone on a trip yet, save Tagaytay on Black Saturday. We were supposed to go to Bicol during the Holy Week, but it got canceled because my lolo was sick. Thankfully, he's okay now. This has got to be the most boring summer yet. Depressing, isn't it? But I am still hopeful that it will turn into something good come May. May has so much potential of being fun. So far, there are two trips lined up for that month. I can't wait. The beach is calling out to me even in my dreams.
Okay, I'm exaggerating. Haha.
I promise to write better when something remotely interesting comes up. I just wanted to drop by to say I'm still alive, which is more than I can say for this blog. It's absolutely rotting.
Btw, I haven't finished all my Ateneo requirements yet. Gaaah. I've become so lazy, I'm procrastinating everything. Doing nothing for such a long time causes serious damage on one's attitude, I think. X-Ray result will only be picked up tomorrow. My medical form has not completely been filled up. And I haven't activated my AISIS account. I tried yesterday, but it said there that my tuition should already be paid to activate it. Enrollment isn't over yet, is it? And I have to ask, I only read the Freshman Primer yesterday and from what I understood, you enlist online? If so, what were the random numbers for? Someone help me, I'm becoming stupid :))
P.S. Trippers, we have to discuss our plans for April 29. Talk to meeee :D
Sunday, April 12, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:26 AM
Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.
Time flies
Time waits for no men
Time heals all wounds
All of any of us needs is more time
Time to stand up
Time to grow up
Time for let go
Time
Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask what we really need.
At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull.The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping.-Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
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Goodnight :)