her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Thursday, October 23, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:22 AM
11 hours and 30 minutes of nonstop dancing really gets to your bones and your muscles. Mine are aching so baaaaaadly. And I think I burned about a million calories from all the sweating. Don't even get me started on how dirty, sticky, smelly, and icky I was ALL DAY.
Don't get me wrong.
I'm not complaining :P Despite the fact that I'm practically typing with dead fingers (every part of my body seems to be dead right now), I'm HAPPY. Nothing beats the excitement and adrenaline rush before Dance Productions, especially when the atmosphere during class practices isn't extremely tense. Masaya talaga!!!! :D Kahit gumulong gulong kami sa sahig, nagkasugat sugat ang tuhod sa carpark, at kahit sari-saring dahon at twigs na ang napunta sa mga buhok namin, ang saya :)) I had alatafan today. SUPER. I love you, IV-1! :) And I can't wait to with all of you again tomorrow, even if I know we probably won't get to move too much in the morning :P Seriously, kinakabahan akong gumising cause I know my body's gonna ache like hell when I wake up.
Hay. My bed is calling me. But I can't sleep yet. Time to make our script for our musical play. Hello, Sandy. Hello, Danny. Hello, summer luuuuurve! Haha. LSS na ko. Grease lightning, oooh Grease lightning! :P
Tuesday, October 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:17 AM
What happened?
I am torn between trying to care and ignoring everything you say or do. But as far as I'm concerned, the latter is so much easier to do. That's what I--we--have been doing for a long, long time now anyway. That's how bad your alienation has gotten. I'm so used to it, I'm so numb, that I can't feel the supposed pain, bitterness, longing and regret that should come with losing something that had so much value and history in it. In fact, I think I can manage to go on with life without trying to even find a remedy to this mess. This wall you've been building is so high now--I'm not even sure who's behind it anymore. And the sad part is, I don't even care whether or not I get figure it out.
All the blame's on you. No one else.
Sunday, October 12, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:18 AM
Finally! After SEVEN YEARS of bestfriendship, Chex slept over last Friday! It was raining all morning and we were so worried we wouldn't be able to swim like we planned to, but thank goodness it stopped early in the afternoon. And although the sky was still cloudy and it drizzled every 5 minutes or so, we had fun in the clubhouse pool. We had it to ourselves! Haha. I think it's cause there weren't any other people besides us who were that desperate to swim :)) After that we took a LOT of pictures with my new
Hoy! I missed you :) I'm so glad we're back on track :P O wag ka maiyak, baka masyado kang ma-touch. Hahahaha.
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On an entirely different topic, I just took the La Salle test. Funny thing happened. It was raining kinda hard when I got there, and Mama had to accompany me cause the line outside was really long and the umbrella was too big for me to bring it in there. We stood behind another mom and her son. The mom was asking somebody to fetch an umbrella from somewhere, so Mama offered to share ours with them. So the four of us were standing there, and the son offers Mama to hold the umbrella but Mama said it was okay. Then the mom and the son realized they were lining up for the wrong gate, so they had to leave. Then..
Mama: Gwaping siya, no?
Me: Huh? Sino?
Mama: Yung bata kanina. Hindi ba?
Me: Hindi.
*pause*
Me: Umm, actually okay lang. May itsura. Pero di sobra.
Mama: Ay ganon? Gwapo naman ah. Pero natuwa ako ha, inalok niya buhatin yung payong.
After that, the line moved so I said bye and went in. Then when I got in the car after the test..
Mama: O ano kamusta?
Me: Ang loser loser ko dun, mag-isa lang ako the whole time! Wala manlang akong kausap.
Mama: Pero may nakita ka namang mga gwapo?
Me: Nope. Wala po.
Mama: Oh?? Ano ba yan. Pero yung lalaki kanina diba may itsura talaga?
Me: *rolls eyes*
Mama: Natuwa talaga ko e, kasi nag-offer pa siya sa payong.
Me: So ano, gusto niyo na siya para sakin??
Mama: Hindi naman!
And we were talking about that in front of my dad! Awkward much? After a few minutes of silence..
Mama: (to Chot, my little brother) Chot, dapat ganun ka rin pag tanda mo ha.
=)) =)) I don't know why my mom seems to be obsessed with how I feel about guys my age. She's probably wondering why I don't seem to be interested in anyone yet. Hahaha. Is it my fault?? Truth is, I still find it weird to talk about cute guys (who are not celebrities) with my mom. Cool as she is, she's still a mom. But the umbrella guy wasn't really that good-looking. I think my mom has low standards (Pa, you're an exception :P). She has a crush on Nicolas Cage, after all. I mean, Nicolas Cage?? Seriously, I don't see it at all.
K, that's all. Time to start working on school stuff :|
Thursday, October 9, 2008!
HandWritten on; 7:04 AM
Jodie tagged me. Isn't it amazing what free time can do to you? :)
I. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
II. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
III. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
IV. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.
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Trixie Facts (haha it sounds so conceited):
1. I'm not really superstitious, but whenever something bad crosses my mind, I HAVE HAVE HAVE to knock on wood. The urge to do so gets so bad that whenever there's no wood around, I knock on whatever brown object there is. Diba, kulay wood naman? :))
2. I have a lot of curly, baby hair at the top of my head, and there are always strands of it that are too short to be tied in a ponytail. So when I don't have a clip with me, I twirl those strands around and around my fingers and tuck them either under or AROUND my ear. Haha.
3. My eyes are abnormally sensitive to onions/onion extract. I know whenever Ate Nancy's slicing onions because even if I'm all the way upstairs, my eyes get all painful and watery.
4. I find wet rice sooo gross. That's why I hate it when my Mom feels like making me do chores and asks me to do the dishes and some leftovers are still on the soaked plates. You could see grains of rice floating there. Eeyuck.
5. I love the smell of air conditioners, cupboards, and breath of babies.
6. I think I'm going back to my teeny-bopper stage. Which, FYI, I totally got over with about 3 years ago. Wait, when did Lizzie McGuire become so popular? Anyway, yeah, my love for Disney Channel's back because of my pesky little sister. Seriously. Hindi ko ginustong gustuhin si Hannah Montana, Selena Gomez at Demi Lovato okay??
7. Paranoia is my thing. I worry about the smallest things.
8. I cannot wait to learn how to drive.
9. Balls=greatest fear. HAHA. Okay, not greatest, but they scare me like hell. As in, I find it so hard to pass through the school lawn when people are playing volleyball. Why I don't fail PE remains a puzzling question to me :))
10. I absolutely LOVE singing in the shower at the top of my lungs. Who doesn't? :P
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I tag Chex, and everybody else who has time to kill :)
