her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Saturday, December 29, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:29 PM
I've been wanting to update recently but there's just been too much fun stuff distracting me from blogging. When I get back to school, I swear I'll update more often :p
Anyway, I just wanted to drop by so I could write my last post for 2007 and greet all of you a happy new year. So, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Haha. The other day my two cousins (who live in Bicol) from the Conlu side, and my dad's youngest brother (who's kind of like a cousin, since we're almost in the same age bracket--he's 23) went here in Antipolo so we could bond and so they could sleep over. The four of us have always been kinda close and we hang out during summer and Christmas vacations. Anyway, the other day, we walked around the village then we went back home and drank, ate, and talked about the crazy little thing called luuuurve. Hahaha. I found it funny how guys talk openly about it. Ang gay =))
The next day (yesterday) we went to the mall, ate and shopped a bit and then we dropped them off in the LRT station cause they had to go somewhere in Cubao or something. Then I received a text from Ate Jb (cousin from mom's side), saying they're all heading to Global Fun Carnival and asking me if I could come. For some strange reason, I was reluctant to say yes even if both my parents allowed me to go. But I refused the temptation to be anti-social and agreed to go anyway. When we (about 10 of my cousins plus me) got there, I was starting to feel really nervous cause they said no one could chicken out from any of the rides. I mean, hello, I haven't even faced my fear of riding the Space Shuttle in EK yet! Pano kung may mas nakakatakot pa diba?? Pero ayun. I didn't have a choice so I rode the Flipper with them and although I felt suuuper dizzy, I was okay. Didn't barf or anything, thank goodness. BUT. Eto na. I caught a glimpse of the Ranger and I thought, ah okay lang parang Anchors Away lang. Nangatog tuhod ko when it took a 360 degree turn, mehn. OMFG talaga. But again, wala rin akong magawa. Despite the fact that my stomach kept lurching even after we got off, that my head was pounding badly from the sudden rush of blood, I don't regret that I rode that thing. I'm proud to say I survived that freaking monster. But there's no way in hell I'd ride it again :))
We left MoA at around 11 I think and although I was starting to get real nervous from Papa's rage, the car ride home was most fun I had all day :)) Super tawa lang kami ng tawa while eating Jollibee food (oha, talagang fan na ko ng Jollibee ah :p) and calling each other "bro." Don't know how it started, but we got the expression from Ate Camille who kept using "bro" in her sentences ("Excited na ko, bro"; "pagod na ko, bro", etc.). Now I can't stop saying it. Argh.
Okay that's all. Forgive me for the poor manner of relaying my stories. Wala talaga ko sa sulat mode =D
HAPPY NEW YEAR, bros! :))
Friday, December 21, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:22 PM
Blog, I missed youuuu! Haha. I haven't been updating, due to the extreme craziness of my schedule for the past 2 weeks (week before exams=hell week for Theresians, exam week=nerd time, obviously :)) ) but I'm baaack :D I had so much fun yesterday since it was the last day of classes. All the pent up stress was gone and I was more than glad to finally let loose. Plus, the Mag was out! Thank goodness. I thought we won't make it since it was only given to the press last Friday and if I'm not mistaken, it usually takes them 2 weeks to finish but prayers do work, and we made it on time. Yey! Congratulations, staff. Clap clap clap. This issue ROCKS. I swear, I'm so proud. The layout's better, the articles are better and get this: even the paper's better :)) Ewan kung bakit, pero ang smooth smooth nung paper this issue. Diba diba diba? :)) Ayun. Anyway, after school, we had the ii2 party at Amores' place. Despite the Greenwich incident (don't ask), I had SO MUCH FUN. I never ever ever appreciated Jollibee's Chicken Joy as much as I did yesterday =)) Basta, super fun talaga. Nothing beats spending quality time with your family :D Nakakamiss :)) I'll post pictures ASAP ;)
--edit
I'm currently posting the ii2 pictures in my multiply. But here are a few, which I've tried to.. err, "enhance." Haha. My cam doesn't have special effects whatsoever and I'm starting to regret that it's what I chose when Papa asked me. How should I've known na wala man lang effects ang Olympus?? Or meron ba, at sadyang hindi ko lang alam kung pano gawin? :)) If anyone who owns an Olympus digicam knows how to do tricks with it, please please please teach me :)) Argh, I'm so not a techie. Okay, here they are. I fixed them with Olympus Master, not Photoshop or whatever. Sorry na, di kasi ako marunong nun =))
Don't ask. Hindi ko rin alam kung sino si Pepe. Wala lang akong maisip na pangalan :))
Yo yo yo, it's KC.
She's not that innocent :))
Yeaboy.
Leana Tiu from top view :))
Little amores, KC, Mels, Joy, Nicole :)
Haha :))
Jack and Rose :))
Scurry.
I heart you. HAHA :))-----And the best pic of all:
Screw you. Kakatakyut :))
Saturday, December 8, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:41 PM
There's this thing in my family that has been going on for two consecutive years. Yesterday, together with my cousins and titas, I took my second trip to Tahanang Walang Hagdan which is kind of a sign that this will develop into an annual tradition. It's a lot of fun to be with the family in "Palihan"-like activities :)) After the thing, we went to Mass since Dec. 8 is a Holy Day of Obligation (yes, you had to go to Church). After Church, all of us went to our house and.. well, ate and drank. Haha. The oldies (parents) had their inuman session which consists mainly of wine as the alcoholic beverage (since they do need to switch from beer and find something healthier to drink, considering their ages.. not that they're really really old, but you know, just saying) and grilled stuff as the pulutan. We ate Ate Nancy's super yummy Paella (ella, ella eh! okay labo) and my cousins and I did other stuff, of which my elaboration I decided to take out of this entry. Paranoia, it may be. Haha. The rest of the pictures will soon be posted in my multiply.
A year ago, in yellow...
This year, in Green...

Till next year, ChariTeam :)
Friday, December 7, 2007!
HandWritten on; 6:26 AM
Hate is such a strong word.
I hate that I hate too many things right now.
I hate that my very very close friend is in the hospital.
I hate it when the people I expect to entertain me on youtube don't upload any new videos. Hello, esmeedenters, miaarose, mariedigby, kevjumba, and happyslip? Where are you people??
I hate how I missed a Religion long test because of cough and a sore throat.
I hate how I feel like I'm left a step behind while the whole world keeps moving in such a fast pace (okay, that's mainly because I was absent yesterday and I know I could exaggerate a little sometimes).
I hate how I've been feeling so stupid lately. Like the dumb, brainless kind of stupid. Parang, Hi, Patricia Conlu! Ang tanga tanga mo.
I hate feeling like such a failure.
I hate not being content with who I am, what I have, and what I can do. It's like I want more--way, way more. I feel like I have to be better in everything I do so I could like myself. It's like there's so much I need to prove to ME, to myself. Am I really good at this? Am I really good at that? If not, well, I should just rot in..err, heaven.Okay labo :))
I hate being too emo sometimes.
I hate that my throat still hurts badly and how I'm coughing like a madman right now.
But love is way more powerful.
I love how I spent a few hours after school in TriNoma with my parents. Bonding rules :)
I love that we ate in Sbarro.
I love that today's Friday.
I love practicing for the Songfest.
I love that there's this slight chance I could start Christmas shopping tomorrow.
I love that my clan's going to Tahanan tomorrow for ChariTeam Year II, and for Mama's birthday celebration with the Tahanan folks.
I love how much I can love.
I love how I feel loved by so many people.
I love the assurance that although I hate myself right now, although I'm not satisfied with who I am, and with what I've achieved in life so far, there are people who will never ever fail to make me feel important.
I love how I'm pouring out everything here and how I'm suddenly feeling much, much better.
Lastly, I love knowing that LOVE will always, always overrule HATE.
It all just really boils down to the way we choose to view things.