her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Monday, November 5, 2007!
HandWritten on; 4:36 AM
Thank goodness for Sikeroh. I've been going crazy over my second column, because whenever I try to sit and write something decent, the words just don't COME OUT. It's like every time I know it's something to be published, I CAN'T WRITE. I don't know why, but I feel nervous when I know what' I'm writing is for the mag! Lalo na column. Gooood, pressure pressure. Yeah yeah, I know it's self-implied and I know I could handle the situation with grace if I want to but I can't really help it! I wish I could set my mind into thinking that I'm writing for an ordinary blog--an informal, no-need-to-impress-anyone blog so that the words would just get into the blank computer screen! But nooooo, oh no no no no, I have this other blog. I have Blog which is supposed to be published in each issue of the mag for this school year. Haaay. But Sikeroh said "the world isn't a sad place." He said we should all smile. So, yeah... Wait, I haven't started writing the editorial.
I'm sorry, but it's so hard to be optimistic when the situation is forcing you NOT to be.