her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Monday, January 7, 2008!
HandWritten on; 3:37 AM
One thing: 30 years from now, I don't want to be some 45-year old lady stuck in an office desk filled with 6-inch piles of paper, living life routinely. I don't want to be someone whose life is void of energy, spirit and, if I may say, passion. I would hate to become this person who consumes 5 cups of coffee a day (which is actually not that likely, since i really don't like the taste of coffee and hot drinks in general. but that's besides the point), who has to take, like, a whole packet of Stresstabs or whatever, and who goes home stressed, cranky, and worse, unfulfilled.
Sorry, I'm just having sudden bursts of anxiety about my future. But can you blame me, really? About 6 months from now, I'd be busy filling college applications and balancing school work with my magazine duties and (if at all possible), on top of that, trying to have a decent social life. And it doesn't really help that I haven't got the slightest clue on what course would actually help me avoid being that lady I just described :|
Cause I'm a little bit tired of fearing
That I'll be the bad fruit nobody buys
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?
(Scar by Missy Higgins)
I know, what a way to start 2008, right?
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On another note, this website is actually making me feel a bit better. It just feels good knowing you can help, no matter how simple the deed is. Try it, and remember that a little cheating in this game isn't bad at all. Go to this website for help ;)
