her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Friday, June 20, 2008!
HandWritten on; 11:59 PM
I have no idea if I'm sane (and awake) enough to write an entry, but I feel like I "owe" my blog one. Haha :)
It's been 10 days since school started, and yes, I am already feeling kinda haggard and stressed. I have the zits and eye bags to prove it. Plus, I think I'm getting a fever. Not that I blame my imperfect health condition on all the stuff I have to do for school and the mag, but yeah, I am getting a cold with (ugh) cough and everything. The past two weeks have been totally crazy, and I just cannot afford to get sick right now! Literal, bawal magkasakit sa panahong ito. Which is why I gobble up a thousand milligrams of my trusty Vitamin C everyday :))
So far, senior year is proving to be truly tiring and sometimes I wonder if I could even get through it emotionally and socially unscathed. I mean, the school work I can still handle. The Mag is a whole different thing. Lately I've been having a lot of meetings, and last week I only got to have one forty-minute lunch out of the 4 school days. So you know, I can't help but wonder how I could keep up with my friends and at the same time fulfill every single duty I have.
Don't get me wrong though, I'm not complaining at all. Sometimes I secretly find it exciting--you know, there are small bursts of adrenaline in panicking about an announcement that has to be made or an event that needs to be covered by a Mag photographer or checking audition pieces for the nth time before submitting it to Mrs. O, our moderator. It's in the little stressful things like that that I feel like I'm doing something important. That I am important, and that I'm not wasting my time bumming around. Besides that, being involved in the school organ does have other perks. Last Wednesday,tryouts were held for the different positions. And seriously, I can't explain how CUTE I found the writers, staring hard at their papers and concentrating like crazy. I badly wanted to take pictures of them! That was such a PROUD MOMMA moment for me :)) Thanks to everyone who auditioned! :)
Anyway, enough about school and the mag. I've been meaning to change my layout since summer ended, but I never really had a chance to stay online long. Nonetheless, I will try to find something new.
I just got back from Eastwood. My titas plus my cousins and I watched Made of Honor. It was a total chick flick, but I'd be such a liar if I say I don't enjoy those Rom-Coms that lack depth or whatever. There's no point in trying to sound smart and deep anyway. I say that in doing so, you're simply not being true to yourself. So admit it, you'd prefer a chick flick over, say, a documentary about the 9/11 any day. Haha. And Patrick Demspey was there, so really, what could go wrong? :P It's such a funny movie. More comedy than romance. As in, it was an LOL kind of thing :))
Since we had our PE class (aerobics and stretching to Sexyback and My Humps, hello!), I've been lusting over a comfortable bed and fluffy pillows. And I'm finally gonna be able to crash on those tonight. After having gone through these crazy weeks, I think I very much deserve a looooong, undisturbed sleep.
And so do you :)
