her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Tuesday, September 9, 2008!
HandWritten on; 5:57 AM
It is so exhausting and overwhelming trying to even argue with a lawyer.
But when you win even the slightest bit, the satisfaction's priceless. And you can easily tolerate even a few days' worth of silent treatment.
I am still annoyed though. I am hating this week. How can I take the ACET with all this hate inside of me? HAHA. Okay, I'm not kidding :|
Grad picture taking's tomorrow. How can I have a decent picture taken with all this hate in me??? HAHA. Now I'm kidding.
This post is so weird. I don't even know why I'm skipping after every line.
And I seriously don't know why I'm so friggin down.
***
Is this as hard as it gets?
'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and aching
and tumbling and breaking
Cause you don't see me, and you don't need me
And you don't love me the way I wish you would
--the way I know you could.
Sometimes I find myself shaking in the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't even believe this is my life
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
I am slowly falling apart.
