her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Friday, September 19, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:18 AM
You know school has turned you into a complete zombie when not even shopping excites you anymore.
Seriously.
Papa and I just got home from the new SM Marikina, and while we were there, he kept asking if I wanted anything. And I was like, "Nah, I got my rain boots already. Let's just go home."
!!!!!!!!!!!
And get this, I haven't even stepped into a mall in 3 weeks (save that time after the ACET, when we stopped by Robinson's to eat lunch. but that doesn't count as malling).
Under ordinary circumstances, I would've hopped jumped on the opportunity to.. you know, spend his money on whatever. But noooooo. What did I do? I declined! There is something wrong with that. Even my dad noticed it. He was like, "Are you sure?? What happened to you? Are you sick?"
So to appease both our bewildered selves due to such a shocking phenomena that is my refusal to shop, I told him we could stop by Bayo and look around. I saw two things I liked, but they didn't have either in my size, so I told Pa we should just go. And he was saying, "Hay. This isn't your lucky day." And I was all, "Yeah, and I don't even have the spirit to fight the bad luck anymore."
Goodness. I think I'm losing myself. I'm changing into a different person. Yeah, I know it's completely shallow. Shopping may be perceived as the favorite hobby of the materialistic and the superficial. But I used to love it so much. And now I couldn't care less, I think I could even last a whole year without ANY new clothes. Or live under a rock and wear a potato sack. Whatever.
Oh gosh, I think I really am a zombie now.
