her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Tuesday, October 21, 2008!
HandWritten on; 6:17 AM
What happened?
I am torn between trying to care and ignoring everything you say or do. But as far as I'm concerned, the latter is so much easier to do. That's what I--we--have been doing for a long, long time now anyway. That's how bad your alienation has gotten. I'm so used to it, I'm so numb, that I can't feel the supposed pain, bitterness, longing and regret that should come with losing something that had so much value and history in it. In fact, I think I can manage to go on with life without trying to even find a remedy to this mess. This wall you've been building is so high now--I'm not even sure who's behind it anymore. And the sad part is, I don't even care whether or not I get figure it out.
All the blame's on you. No one else.