her.
Trixie
16 years old, trapped in an 11-year old's body
loves the scent of: cupboards, air conditioners, coffee, cinammon, and Bayo (as in the store)
moods too easily swayed by whatever music is playing
fickle, undecided, impatient, paranoid
Jason Mraz ♥
likes things clean, but is pretty messy
interested in photography (haha as if)
out of words
Tuesday, February 24, 2009!
HandWritten on; 2:48 AM
High school is so close to being over, I can almost taste summer. 6 class days left to go through. SIX class days. Can you believe it? I know there are so many things to do but I can't wait till I finish everything. Every single requirement left, every quiz left to study for, that last and final achievement test, those three grueling days of exams. I CAN'T WAAAAAAAAAAAIT!!! :) I'm so excited to finish with everything school-related and just focus on finishing the annual and the Mag's last issue. After that we can finally get some R&R.
Last Saturday, the Basic Psych students went to this mental institution in QC. It was really interesting and fun, and wasn't as scary as I thought it would be. Then Chex and I went to watch Shopaholic in TriNoma. And, well, we did something out of character and now I think we're total bad-asses even though I know we're so not (cue inside joke) :))
Anyway, last Sunday my parents and I attended the first batch of JGSOM's Open House. I had so much fun, I swear. Feeling ko college na ko :)) Rang (Rodolfo Ang, SOM's dean) was so awesome! I call him Rang cause his e-add is rang@ateneo.edu, and I'm not sure why, but I find it really funny :)) During the Open House, my mother was up to her usual antics of so bluntly pointing out cute guys for me. I mean, hello Ma, I see them okay. Di kailangang ituro lagi :)) After the Open House, though, I was starting to feel extremely nervous about everything. About college, about leaving high school. I mean I am extremely excited to finish everything, but to leave everything I've grown to love and I've been used to behind? I'm not so sure I'm ready. And I'm having so many doubts about myself and my capabality to actually finish my college course. Sure, the mortality rate in mine isn't as high as that of Mgt-H, but it's still a tough, tough course to take up! And to think Math isn't even my strongest point. I mean I don't suck at it, but I don't exactly excel. When we had the 30-minute orientation for my course, I was looking at my possible blockmates and they all looked so smart and focused and I started to feel really intimidated.
However, I'm decided to push through with taking this up. Both my dad and Rang said something like "losing the battle before it's even started," and I really don't want to be a big fat quitter, so yeah. Fight na kung fight. I know I'm totally biting off something more than I can chew, but that isn't always such a bad thing right? I don't know. I need motivation. And some Math lessons for the summer perhaps? Hahaha. Uggggh djfdf32948$%$%. I don't want to think about this anymore. So this will be my first (elaborate) and last college entry before high school ends, I promise.
Did I mention that this summer would be my last summer vacation for my entire life? I have 4 years and three freaking summers for college. Oh what joy.
On a different note, I just wanna say that I am missing taking pictures. First, I don't have the time to take photos. Second, I don't have the creativity to think of photo ideas right now. Third, when I try to take creative shots, the photos just don't turn out exactly the way I picture them in my mind. All my attempts fall flat. I think I'm so uninspired right now :|
It's strange how I keep on ranting about the gajillion things I have to do, yet I've managed to write a relatively long entry. Haha.
